TRUTH

10/20/24
The only lasting constant in life is life. Currently, as of today (10/20/24) I do believe we, as humanity, will grow to wage a war against this death we all, presently, will have to face. Due to age, humanity has come to view expiration, natural or the not, as sinful and anti-christlike. "The greatest loss is of what dies inside of us while we live.", remarked by Norman Cousins. The finis of life, naturally came, is divine. Though, man shalt not raise weapon to hurtless. Man shalt not raise weapon to self.
3/8/25
As though I had turned myself in, I will only find peace in a Kafkaesque life. I am, however, not built for any human imagination. I am far from a nihilist, let alone misanthropic. I simply believe organs, muscle and bone aren't for my own. I hath felt raped by perception of me, though mostly by my eyes. When I am understood, It is time to question if life is meant to be this beautiful (Doth in Suffering).
6/12/25
I hold a Gun, and begin to Shoot up A Tall building. It is a care facility, Hospital, I can only Imagine. Blood surrounds me. I am in my normal clothes. I attempt to point my rifle At a woman, I hesitate. Her skin is pale, she is a Patient, Her Blonde hair makes the Illusion of God's halo Shining behind. I Take her hand, And begin to come to the Rooftop for the Last step In my plan. I had an Urge, That Dream, to point the gun at My Lower head and pull. Assuming that was my Plan, I Attempt. The woman watches, As I could describe her as An angel. I have never met anyone like her, I Believe she is Perfect. Given her later scenario, She is absolutely terrified of Me. I beg her, I beg her to love me. To say I have changed, though she Knows what I Have done. The most holy would Not Forgive me, No matter kindness. I crawl myself, Like the executed, To the ledge of the Building. I am far too focused On her voice; Though she does Not speak. So, I am only Able to See the police cars, not The overwhelming method of Coercin Through their sirens. I feel like I want to Vomit. I weaken, relax, and Fall. through A Chance never taken. She watches my Body hit a Sign and Take my deathbed on Concrete. I wish I had met her sooner. Met her sooner, That is the last words I had in My head at the end . Met her sooner
6/14/25
I had a Dream Today I was a woman Boarding a Submarine. My clothes were old-fashioned, and I was with my Mother and Father. We all stepped inside, And a Boy guided us in. I remember the Phrase "Twilight syndrome". There were doors, questions we had to Answer. I was not able to Enter the "Twilight Syndrome" door. The door to my Room was opened by a Handsome man, And I suddenly became Aware I was an Actor. I laid on My own Bed, and watched Recorders stumble around. I pointed at them, speaking to My Mom, "We're going to watch this later, and -" I can't remember all I said, Though I do know she laughed at it. What woke me up Was my Mom calling me
6/17/25
I visited my doctor Yesterday, I got so sick I had to lay In the Trunk . 3 hours There and back, Around 7 Hours because of stops. I was so nervous, I had to use my Mom's phone because mine wasn't Working. I was blogging so Much, I was super Nervous! My back healed fine from the surgery, He said . I know it's fine, And really I was just excited to See him so he Could Touch me. He had a new Man he was Training, who was cute Too! You don't know how much I wanted to Curl up in his Lap that time, he's been taking care of Himself More.

"founded" In the 1970s', The Finders were a group (Cult) based in The United States of America. This is far from the lies They and Their Definite, sick "Friends" have spread Upon this Beautiful state. From pedophiles to Unforgivable acts associated With Abuse, you have Been Letting this Country; your And my Homeland, be Plauged by These individuals. No matter what They Say, the Finders' are Still active And are Still allying With the FEDs. all the American, Seemingly perfect, middle class Children never To be Seen again? Haven't you noticed? There is A crisis in This country, That of which they Believe To be never Found. My good friend Has helped me Connect the dots On a Further Theory, Mentioning the tunnels Beneath governmental Buildings and Places across the Map. Children are Abducted within these Underground (And sometimes, right Under Your nose!) dungeons and kept, or Killed with No Further Use, by the Elite. The people are all Victims, no matter How they Cope. The reptilian Authority Are the Enemies & Abusers, No matter how They Commit their Degenerate acts.

Day by Day The government Infringes on our Rights to Freedom as seen in the First amendment of the United States constitution. This is constantly being Curbed by Donald Trump and other executives In power. The camera on your phone, The webcam on your laptop? Those private times you should only Have Alone? Everytime you sleep, Wake, Eat; They are training you Without your Knowledge, and Your knowledge resets Of the fact so they can Simply try again.

I am a Teenage All-American Ashkenazi jew Girl With an interest in /mu/ related topics Aswell As Conspiracy Theories. I believe non-tampered With cycles of Life are the Most holy and should Be Worshipped at all Costs, for those who Birth due to happiness and Die due to Happiness. I mostly consume Eosteric media (Albeit on Accident). Some of my Interests are Unit 731, Walter Freeman, Josef Mengele and Taxidermy. Please call me Ollie. I cannot cause harm or Love to those I cannot Keep